EMPTY…

Today I have missed you from a place deep within my soul. I want to hold your hand one more time, I want to hug you tight…I want to sit next to you and feel you breath. I want to see you fast asleep in the middle of the night. I know I will never have any of these things and my life feels very empty today. It rains from my heart and spills over into my eyes, down my cheeks. I don’t want to move today because when I walk into the next room I know you are not there, I will not see you. I hope you know how much I loved you. You filled my life with a joy that is simply…gone…I will love you forever…you made me a mother…