9/11

I remember this day so vividly in my mind.   I was panicked.  Never ForgerI had never been afraid in my country. On this day I was truly afraid. Evil changed my country FOREVER…

GOD BLESS THE USA

THIRTY

I celebrated my son’s 30th birthday without him. My heart aches. My soul spins. My mind is numb. He’s gone. I feel a void so deep there are no words. 

The reality, my reality… I will spend the rest of my life without him…

i love you forever

BE

My heart is tired. My soul is broken. Finding my way back has been a challenge I’m not sure I’m up too. I just want to “be”. In the grand scheme of things, if there is such, I would like to be directed to a road less traveled. I want a destination where you can see the end. I want a light at the end of the tunnel. I want everyday to be the same. I want to celebrate nothing, I just want to “be”…. Out of the darkness into the light…