I have not a clue what is happening…my insides are rushing faster than my brain can even begin to catch up. My heart is running so hard it feels as though it is trying to escape my chest. I feel a turmoil building inside, as fast as my blood flows I feel it pulsing through my veins. My head pounds and the weights that have placed themselves in my neck are so heavy, I feel as though my head can not hold itself upright. Something has invaded my happiness and has set out to drain me of self. I will wait for steady to come back into my life. Wait for calm to take over and me to become me again. I smile…life is fine, but deep inside is a fire burning that I have no idea how to even begin to extinguish. I need “chocolate cake”…


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