Seaweed

Sometimes do you feel like you are walking a tight rope with nothing to catch you?  I am at that place right now.  I have no jingle in my bell, I don’t feel festive at all and I feel like I am drowning and I am trying to reach the surface only to be caught in seaweed!  I know, “this too shall pass”, but I need it to helicopter out of here…I am a mother, a wife, a daughter and a ginga and I have things to do…my life has become a game of Twister and I am the only one playing.