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I pulled an envelope out of a drawer today and it had your Graduation Announcement and Grad Party invitations in it…my heart dropped, my eyes filled with tears and I longed to hold your hand. I miss you…my heart is forever broken. I want you here, next to me.
There is not one minute I am not thinking of you. I miss how you loved me, how we laughed. I want that joy…but it vanished with you…
It’s 2:00am the time you took your last breath.I would of been up had I been home! I’m so sorry my beautiful baby boy…I want you back, just one more day…
Today I have missed you from a place deep within my soul. I want to hold your hand one more time, I want to hug you tight…I want to sit next to you and feel you breath. I want to see you fast asleep in the middle of the night. I know I will never have any of these things and my life feels very empty today. It rains from my heart and spills over into my eyes, down my cheeks. I don’t want to move today because when I walk into the next room I know you are not there, I will not see you. I hope you know how much I loved you. You filled my life with a joy that is simply…gone…I will love you forever…you made me a mother…
TEETERING ON THE EDGE... 